Until You Have No Regret Left


“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

— [Unknown]

But if try to put it back together is what it takes to make you leave that broken glass without regrets, then I’ll do it.
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Malam minggu kemaren gue Tiku dan Pinky nongkrong di Cloud 9 to have some stress-relievers seperti yang gue ceritain disini. Dalam semangat galau mania, maka kita pun buka lapak sesi curhat disana. Kebetulan si Pinky ini juga habis putus dari pacarnya, dan meskipun ceritanya beda tapi gue dan dia kurang lebih ada di posisi yang sama. Dia sempet chasing after si pacarnya ini selama kurang lebih 3 bulan sebelum akhirnya bener-bener putus. Padahal di kasusnya dia yang salah pacarnya loh, betapa kurang ajarnya cowok itu.

Anyhow, gue dapet suatu cara pandang baru dari dia. I tell her how much this status-gak-jelas dan chasing-after thingy hurts my pride. Well, dia bilang gue harus memandangnya sebagai retaliation, seperti dulu si cowok itu selalu ngalah dan chasing after me, mungkin ini waktunya I’m doing my part in keeping this relationship work. Chasing and fight for him, until I have no regret left. I’m doing my best to make amends of my mistakes. Setahun lebih adalah waktu pacaran yang lama buat gue, dan dua bulan perjuangan untuk mempertahankannya adalah harga yang pantas dibayar.

So I’m going to make my very very last attempt this Tuesday, I’ ll go after him. After this, I will have no regret left. Apapun yang terjadi, the end of this relationship will no longer make me feel guilty, instead I’m gonna feel relieve. However I have done what I should have done a long time ago, if that’s not enough for him then fine. Yang penting I have done my part in this relationship. That’s the only thing that matter for me right now.

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